...*crickets*
Yeahhh worth a shot. So yesterday and the day before I have been on set. I'm a film student to all who do not know. My role yesterday was to be a Second AD and the best part was connecting and talking with all the extras who I am supposed to be in charge of. I had chosen them from a website called Star Now and I must admit they were the loveliest bunch of people to work with. I'm usually First AD so Second AD was new territory for me but I soon realised that I am actually good at socialising. Whatta a skill you say? I KNOW!! I've always been shy with new people but I realised that I do have some of my dad's qualities; he can talk to anyone, and soon a stranger becomes a friend. I was also surprised how out there I was. It felt good to be genuine around people because they then see that you won't judge them. The other greatest part, especially last night was the weather.
The weather was absolutely calming. It didn't get cold, it was so comfortable and reminded me of a nice Summer night when my mates would take me for drives before I got my P's. It had that sweet smell in the air. It was great!
Unlike today...
Today is as gloomy as the dead of winter. I honestly don't mind Winter but I have been likening to this Spring weather, so to take a step back so suddenly was annoying. Also when you are in a bad mood the gloomy weather doesn't help. So I sat there and I thought what should I do. I knew I wasn't in the mood to actually watch TV all day. I wanted to have a smile on my face and feel like I hadn't wasted the day. Instead I thought I'd exercise a bit. I had the time. As I was doing it since I haven't in a while I started feeling healthier, I had a healthy breakfast and lunch so I was feeling good about myself. They don't lie; endorphins are a great asset to have especially on days like this.
As mentioned in earlier posts I am getting over someone, and people out there I think it is safe to say everybody has been in this situation. Well that person called and it took all my effort to just let it ring. They called three times on Tuesday and once today so far. I was questioning my motive behind the cold front which wasn't good at all and I nearly called back but the restraint reminded me of the strong will power I used to have and being able to stick to my morals and values, well that just made my day a whole lot better. Although it hurt for that brief ten minutes, it was rewarding as the day progressed.
Be around those people who make you happy, and although he did, when I wasn't I was not happy and that my friends is not healthy!
Anyway enough for today. I hope everybody is having a great time, keep smiling because you deserve it.
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