The Three Musketeers

Whats in my bag or wallet?

I think ill leave this one for a vlog. And then tag it in as Day 9 (:

Goals

5 Current Goals

1. Be a successful actress

2. Gain more self confidence

3. Exercise somewhat every day

4. Travel Europe

5. Do more of what makes me happy

Day 7 5 Favorite Songs

Finally up to date. WOW I've done a whole week of this.
But now I'm truly stumped. I listen to so much music and so many different genres. I put it on shuffle because I don't want to choose what song to listen too. I don't have any favorites that I put on repeat at the moment.

If I had to choose, gosh its so darn hard.

1. The dance is over - Ben Cocks

2. Runnin - MGK

3. Back to Black - Beyonce Feat Andrew 3000

4. Pretty much the Great Gatsby soundtrack

5.Chris brown -2012

Day 6 - What are you afraid of

Simple. Abandonment and being replaced.

I used to be afraid of someone seeing the real me, all the bad ugly things that I try to hide. I didn't like being so vulnerable and exposed. Now, its just the people that mean most to me, leaving as they always do. May not be their fault or mine but it happens one way or another because that is how life handed it to me.

I hate being the second choice. The one people go to when all else fails that is why I have trust issues. I always think, how long is this going to last, will this one stay, why do they seem to like me so much something is going to happen, I'm going to ruin this I can feel it.

But that may just be me.

Day 5 Proudest Moment

I'm not going to lie, I struggled a lot with this one. It shouldn't really be that hard but I did. I had the page open all day at work and I couldn't think of anything. Why? Cause I thought what was worthy as being deemed my 'proudest' moment.

So I asked my boyfriend. I asked him if he knew what his proudest moment was and he told me. I said the above to him and he is like 'aren't you proud that you scored this role in the play and you are following your dreams'.

I think its the fact that I don't have favorites, I know its odd. But I don't, I just couldn't choose one.

So all great things come in threes:

1. Finally getting the courage and following my dreams. Not taking no for an answer, booking a role and running with it. Acing that audition.

2. Picking myself up after a bad break up and getting my ass into gear. Got fit, got healthy - mind and body. Gained so much self value.

3. Last night. Although I've been with him for 7 months, known him for 2 years, I hadn't opened up to him much or anyone for that matter and I did last night. It was hard to but it was worth it, have someone else know your secrets that eat you alive every day. He got to see the real me and I was proud of myself for that.

There did it (:

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